Glory to God in the Highest.
Blessed be the Name of the Lord!
I am a personal witness that Maria IS Healed - testimony of 2002
This information was previously made public in news letters and on television
However, names have been changed in this sharing of some of the public testimony;
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Maria is my eight year old, beloved
granddaughter. I have always had a
special connection with this child. By
the time she was three it appeared she was "different”. She was easily angered and went into
destructive, screaming rages. I noticed
also that she did not like to be touched or hugged. Many times as I was leaving her home and her Mother would prompt
her to “Give Grandma a hug." Maria would quickly reply, "No hugs for
you, Grandma."
Maria's mother is a schoolteacher so Maria was at
first in a home care environment and later at the YMCA. When I would go to the YMCA to pick her up
she was often in "time-out”. The
teacher at YMCA would comment that Maria was aggressive with other children. Other times Maria would place herself in
"time-out” by hiding under a table and covering herself with her jacket. I called this cocooning.
As the time approached for kindergarten we had grave
concerns about how Maria would fare in a structured classroom environment. She had developed a great sensitivity to smell
and exhibited a snorting behavior that was later diagnosed as Tourette’s syndrome. This snorting tic resulted in Maria being
placed in the hall outside the classroom so as to not disturb the rest of the
class.
Maria's rages increased in duration, strength and
frequency. At the beginning of first
grade she was a fearful child unable to cope with any stimuli. She spent the majority of her time under her
desk covered with her coat. In the
hottest weather she wanted to wear her coat on the playground - actually all day.
Maria's mother taught on the same campus where Maria
attended classes. This became a problem
when Maria would retreat to the safety of her mother's office. With extreme stress and anxiety Maria would
lock herself in the bathroom located adjacent to her mother's office. This resulted in several teachers and
administrators rushing to the bathroom door and a whole scene evolved.
There were times Maria was so distressed about going
to school that she would refuse to get up and get dressed. Maria's mother took the only action she felt
possible. She picked Maria up naked or
near naked, placed her in the car with her clothes and gave her an ultimatum to
dress on the way to school. The
principal got involved and said Maria was “oppositional
defiant', ODD or possibly had a pervasive development disorder in the Autism spectrum. Maria was later diagnosed by the neurologist
and other various doctors as having ADHD,
possible Bipolar disorder, Tourette's syndrome, Oppositional Defiant disorder, Obsessive Compulsive disorder, and Asperger's- high functioning Autism
I attended many ARD sessions where decisions were
made to best serve Maria's needs in order to educate her. These meetings brought about great stress in
the whole family. Wanda, her mother,
was in between a rock and a hard place.
First she had to be Maria's advocate, but there was some concern regarding
her relationship with the administrators on the campus.
At the end of the first grade, it was agreed that Maria
would move to another campus and be placed in the 'Achieve' class. Most of the students in Achieve class exhibit
behavioral problems. They did not relate
well to other individuals and were academically behind second grade level. The Achieve class size never exceeded a
ratio of 6 students to 3 adults.
During all this time I would take Maria to the neurologist,
who prescribed a cabinet of medications.
At other appointments a psychologist played chess, backgammon and other
games with Maria in order to push her to the frustration point so he could teach
her how to "cool off”. Maria exhibited
a desire to control all others around her.
If things did not go the way she wanted in the psychologist’s office i.e.,
she was losing at the game, she would just leave and go to my car and start
blowing the horn to make me come take her home.
In June 2002, I wrote in my journal that Maria was
becoming increasingly more violent and destructive. She has two young male siblings - Mike and Derek. One night when I was babysitting all three
and Maria could not “have her way", she found a pellet gun and came into
the room and aimed the gun at me while I was rocking the infant. She threatened to shoot me. I was afraid for the baby, but I spoke with
great authority that she must put the gun down and never do that again.
During the months leading up to this instance, Maria
and I had a quiet conversation regarding Adam and Eve. I'm a member of a Bible study group and Maria
always seemed intrigued that I "studied" the Bible. In discussing Adam and Eve I explained that
it was the devil in the form of a snake that tricked Eve into eating the apple. Sometimes we know we are not supposed to do
something, but the devil tells us it is okay. and to go ahead and do it.
Maria started talking rapidly, telling me that is
what happens to her. There is a
"good" Maria and a "bad" Maria and lately the bad Maria is
getting stronger. It keeps telling her to
“do it, do it, do it” and she doesn't really want to do it. This really made me do some more thinking because
I often felt the child was possessed or at least oppressed because of the way
she would rage and her facial expressions would change along with the tone of
her voice becoming a demanding growl.
Things started happening very fast during this time
period. Wanda met Karen, who had a son
named James, who had been through a deliverance ministry and God had healed
James. Karen gave Wanda a video to
watch and invited her to come to a Friday night praise meeting.
Whoa, Wanda knew our family had been a victim of deception
in the past at the hands of a "minister" who lead people astray and.
chose to treat the Bible as a buffet where you simply sample a few things and
leave the rest behind. She came to me
and we began to pray. When God wants to
move people He grabs them by the nape of the neck. You might say Wanda, Maria’s mother, was grabbed by the nape of
the neck. The next time she saw Karen,
guess who was present - The Christian Counselor. Maria was with Wanda and growled a demand to “Don't talk to her”'
motioning to the counselor/minister.
We went to a Friday night praise meeting. At the second visit, we had to take Maria.
During the lesson Maria became physically abusive and growled orders at her
mother. At one point she opened the
front door and left the property. There
was a lot of anxiety among us. The
Christian Counselor asked for two prayer warriors to go into a bedroom and begin
praying for Maria. Finally, Maria came back inside and the evening ended with
prayer (after much physical tussling) while Maria hid under her blanket.
The next step was the commitment to deliverance
counseling by The Christian Counselor's prayer and ministry team. After a few sessions it was time for Maria.
I was present with her parents. I was amazed that she sat and matter-of-factly
answered The Christian Counselor's questions and talked. Usually she would clam up and not share any
information. At that first meeting, Maria
had to give up her attachment to pacifiers, her love for unicorns and begin
writing affirming sentences every day.
That was a lot for the first session.
At the succeeding session of prayer there were times
that a spanking was necessary because Maria was openly defiant of assignments
or instructions. But as sessions
continued we have seen a great transformation in this little girl - actually her
entire family. They are attending
church, Maria and her brother Mike are very active in the Awana's program and eager
to be there every week. Maria is an ace
at memorizing Bible verses and songs - as she says, "cinchy, Grandma!” Wanda
plays praise music all night and Maria says she no longer has horrible dreams
of her family being murdered. Medications
have been slowly withdrawn and today Maria is med-free. This was a direct promise The Christian
Counselor made to Maria during the first session of prayer.
Today you will see a little girl who can pray with
the faith that many adults lack. She is
well aware that a cross symbolizes Jesus and He has come to live in her heart. She wants to be baptized now because she is
aware that is the public witness that Jesus lives in her heart.
This child has so touched my spirit with her faith
and child-like ability to trust God.
One last story that might lift your heart. When her mother was selecting colors to paint the bedrooms for
the children, Maria's room would be blue and the boys would have light tan and
maroon/red. I disagreed over the colors
for the boys' room fearing that it would be too dark and resemble a cave. However, Maria encouraged me and said, 'No,
Grandma, I wish my room were red. Do
you get it? Red stands for the blood of
Jesus and His blood will protect you from everything."
I don't know what the future holds for Maria and her
family, but I do know God has begun a good work and will be faithful to complete
it. Let us praise God that He alone can
snatch us from the jaw of the enemy and -set-us on solid rock.
Grandma
P.s. I forgot to say that people, who are seeing Maria
now and knew her prior to The Christian Counselor's ministry beginning their
work, are amazed in the change in Maria.
Her pediatrician told me that Maria used to bounce off the walls and was
so rude. Now Maria is well-mannered and
more patent and less demanding.
Teachers at the school Maria attended in the first
grade cannot believe she is med-free and functioning normally.
Maria's grandfather says she looks different, but he
doesn't know why.
Maria admits it will take time before her cousins
and neighborhood children accept the fact that she is being healed and changed. I told her to be patient because it takes a
long time for some people to recognize change and trust the "new Maria”.
She is a singing, laughing, affectionate, cooperate little girl. What a joy! She wants everyone to come when she is baptized. Maybe we should sing "Now I Belong to Jesus" the instant she rises from the water.
Update 2003 – almost a year now… here is a brief summary-update by a non
family member: Maria is doing well. I have observed her before being healed,
during her brief episode of healing, to her present condition. She plays normally with other children, one
of which is my grand daughter. She is
in a second grade regular class now and not on medications. She is attending Sylvan to catch up on her
reading skills. Many people have observed
her countenance change from one of paleness with dry lifeless hair and appearance
to one of vibrant happy energy. She was
baptized at her request and has performed in a Christian conference in front of
an audience of children and adults.
She is a young (9 year old - 2003) girl with a
bright future and we know she is miraculously healed in a lasting way.
To God be the glory, great things He has done, is doing, and will do …